bethel

aggghh…i so hate smart (oopss..hate blog! haha..) is it because of milenyo (the recent typhoon eh?)that smart had some techy problems huh??!! i lost hundred twenty two php worth of load just for two days. great. and this is the third time. (the 1st one, they took 150php worth of load and my 75 free texts )i almost smashed my phone when i learned about it..arrrgghh…what did that gay customer care agent told me?? "ma’m you’re messages were all valid, i’m just going to forwad this report i made, here’s your report number, blah, blah!"  waaaahhhh..i’m enrolled in unlimited text for two days and great. they’re telling me that those texts were valid?! i tried to call again. i dunno if they traced that i was the one who called a while ago (i dont think so), twas nice that this polite, respectful agent picked up my call. joseph. atleast he told me that i can still wait if the tech dept would see some mistakes and do some reversal..that’s a relief. somehow. but, this is too much. i’m planning to transfer into another network. globe maybe . ( any violent reactions?? ) hehe..or suncel, will do. those who wouldn’t have the guts to deduct such load from me. hehe. war they want? war I GAVE. wahhhhh….

i saw this couple in our univ very much lovey-dovey..arrgghh..their age? 15-16. ugh. seems that these couple we’re like, newly wed. nakakairita. ow, kinalabit ako ng classmate ko, "baka naman inggit ka lang?" haha. i laughed hard. DUH. ( o baka naman inggit lang ako talaga. nah, ‘course not. napaisip tuloy ako..

one day, i’ll meet my God’s will..he’ll ask me out, i’ll say yes. we’d go dating for years. going steady. work together for ministries. he’ll propose. ( at dapat by the beach, sunset (or sunrise will do), kaming dalawa lang, solemn..huwaw..) ‘course i’d say yes. we’ll marry. have kids. grand kids. grow old together. hah! maybe 10 years from now (really now, bethel huh?)..

maybe i was kinda irritated with this couple whom are much PDA. phew, dito pa sa univ nagkalat. haha. ewww.. oh well, let’s see what’ll happen to my day-dreamin’ thing. aaghh..

wuhoo!^^,  after all those encoding thing that i did here in my ojt station (NLRC), whoa…i’m done! finished! huwaw…sa wakas!! ang saya-saya ko makakatulog na rin ng mahaba-haba! kaya lang, i feel bad na i won’t see na my nice supervisor, ma’m emelita pimentel and all the employees here in first division..grabeng mga entry of judgments ang tinype ko! pero i’ve enjoyed my stay here naman, so okay na rin. free net pa, hahaha. sa wakas..at long last!!! praised God fo the strength that HE gave me to overcome all the hardships i’ve had gone through here..tapos na ko..yes! sa wakas…

guilty! haha..yes, i am but don’t worry, i’ll stop ‘em before a Christian pal or even not a pal, would tell me "hey, that’s not so Christian!" haha..mapahiya pa ko good day people!

huhu..i missed my blogs!

so dead-busy with my da**-ain’t-fair-schedule…whew..i have a story…nyahaha…

last thursday (august 10, 2006) a friend and i agreed to meet in sm north…we should meet by 8pm. eh, i’ll be out for about 5pm from my ojt ( sa banawe lang yun, 30mins lang away from sm north )…was i so early?? i was. i asked micoi ( my bessy ) to accompany me for few hours sa sm north tutal kabisado nya yung mall, and yung area. syempre, as a friend, she’ll come. actually, di nga xa pinayagan ni pao. ayun, she ended up going home na lang din kesa mag-away sila. fine. i was alone in that da**-far-mall-from-my-home-sweet-home..and i wasn’t so familiar with the place, so i was so scared to roam around at baka di ko na mapuntahan yung exact rendesvouz namin..mga 30mins. pa lang ang nakalipas, ayun, bored na ko. i decided to explore the mall. keber kung maligaw, magtanong sa mga guards! haha. i went to all of the stalls, appliances, game booths, (duh game booths..), naku sa cr, pabalik-baik ako makain lang ang oras ko..then i ended up reading 3 good books sa national bookstore..haha..where could you possibly find me pag bored na ko sa mall? tama. sa bookstore. kahit nagkakandabali na buto ko sa leeg, so what? as long as i’m reading a very inspiring, funny, perky kinda book. haha. pati mga self-help, pinapatulan ko. ahahaha. i kinda stood up there for about 2 hours(?) yah, i actually finished two books, and nakalahati ko yung stainless longganisa ni bob ong which kimpoy first told me about. nyahaha..ayun, dumating na si ka-meet ko. haha. uwi na rin kami agad-agad after our transaction. as in immediately. eh di ko nga lam yung area dibah? pero sinabay nya ko to ride on a bus na monumento daw ang bababaan ko. mauuna xang bumaba. guess what?….

NALIGAW AKO…

i was supposed to ride off the bus sa monumento nga. eh di mahulugang karayom yung bus eh. and i was waiting for the kundoktor to shout " o, monumento, monumento! " eh, xempre, yung mga sanay na, lam na nila yun. i was so ashamed to ask the big guy before me kasi mukang pagtatawan ako. so i waited for a few minutes pa. and decided to look for signs. then, as i read signs, and all that, haha..i saw a sign said " welcome to caloocan "…oopps…hahaha. pa-dedma muna ako nung una eh, then maya2, astonished, hala, welcome to malabon na daw!! whoa, teka lang…then few minutes more…valenzuela na! waaaahhhh..enough for those signs! do i decided to rode off the bus and magtanong-tanong na lang. i went off a shakey’s restau (di ako pumasok, dun lang tumapat yung bus..hehe.) i ask a very nice lady where to ride papuntang divi, good thing, sa tawid lang! whew, how grateful i was. ayun, e, tatanga-tanga ako dibah?? a jeep stopped, e recto yung sign nya. stupid me, i asked the driver, "manong, divisoria?", then that rude driver gave me a (very) sarcastic smile and looked at me like duh??, then pointed his fingers to the plackard (is that what you call it?)then i stared at him, like, sorry ha!!!!!!!!!!!! malay ko ba! ayun, buti yung kasunod nya na jeep, divi na, no need to ask, sigarado na! inay ko, almost 10pm na ko nakauwi…whew grabe…what a day…sumakit tuloy lalo ulo ko….grrr…ahihi…

was i so dumb with directions and places?? yep. i was. i am. sorry huh!!! ~~, hehe..

i hate this day.. ask why? so here’s how it all started…

wednesday ain’t school day for me, as in wala sa sked ko na may pasok ako ng wednesday..actually, monday, wednesday and thursday are for on-the-job training day..but we were oblige to attend this seminar for juniors and seniors..so, ayun, aga-aga ko nagpunta dun..not so early but just in time for the call time..we we’re so comf’table sitting inside the bulwagang balagtas and ninanamnam pa namin ang lamig ng kwarto…ayun..it was about to start ng biglang…black out! busted..sinabotahe kami. e lumabas kami to go to the comfort room.. then nung bumalik kami, ibang row ang napasukan ko! haha^^, i was so embarrased at the students i mistakenly sat with, ayun, subject na naman ako ng tawanan :)…so the professors and chairpersons were like " lilipat na lang tayo sa multimedia room sa 3rd floor ". so syempre, do we have choices? wala. obey lang ng obey. but we we’re like laughing with the idea na "magkakasya b kami dun??" kasi nga, parang 2 rooms lang yun na pinagdikit..ang liit talaga..we we’re given 10 mins to transfer dun, we ate muna ni micoi, at anong sabi mo jeremiah?? heehee..na wala kaming generator?? gee, thanks for the compliment beh.. and yun, when we got to the multimedia room, jampacked na..and we don’t know where to sit. nagkahiway kami ni micoi cos she went straight sa front. ako sa bandang likod. sa isle. then tong chairperson na ‘to, kamusta naman, nagiikot.im like texting kasi unli ako ( salamat sa smart 258 ) and guess what? without warning, she grabbed my phone and duh, she confiscated it. da** it. and she even went back to my place and asked me, "magkano ba ‘to? benta na lang natin ng P1,000.." what was she thinking?? ano yun, 5110?? and she raised the phone up high to show everybody she has confiscated a cellular phone. great. then she asked the students few meters behind me " magkano ba ‘tong ganito? " roar… i felt so humilliated, emotionally harassed and embarassed. i kinda like burst out to cry, but i controlled myself not to. when she went out of the room..i walked out. and i can’t help it. i cried (again). i went running to the comfort room, so nobody would notice that my tears are flowing like a stream..and thanks to those freshies who comforted me and made small talks in the middle of my despair. i was disgusted. the confiscating thingy was very much okay to me, if she did it in a nice, calm way. and warned me first! but she did not. she so emabarrased me, before the hundred few students whose staring at me all through that scene. i so hate her. roar..outside the comfort room, joey’s by standing there and i learned that athena was looking after me. di na nya ako nahabol. so si joey naghanap sa kin. ayun, natagpuan nya ko sa labas ng cr. ayun, sa labas kami, nagkwentuhan. thanks joey for you have calmed my angry heart that wednesday.**, after an hour or two, the conference ended. and kukunin ko na cp ko. aba, bungad ba naman sakin eh, dilaan daw ba ko?? i mean tongue’s out!~~ feeling bata!!!!!!! she was like in her late 60’s. and spilled "dapat nga di ko na isoli sayo to" whoa, kamusta nman ang statement na yun?? feel nya kanya na?? tapos binagsak pa nya! then i asked " ma’m i heard na bumagsak po ang fon ko, is it true?" then she answered "BINAGSAK KO TALAGA, BINALIBAG KO!" magnificent. grrr…if i wasn’t a Christian, i’ve already cursed this wicked witch! good thing i am a Christian. huh…very emotional wednesday…anger, self-pity(?!) too bad..

we went out the university, still disgusted. great thing nakakuha na kami ng station ng ojt sa banawe…and that i saw one of my supervisor, and met him. he’s kinda nice naman ( hopefully )…hah! so much for today..patawarin nawa ang napakagandang chairperson for messing up with me. and breaking the lower part of my phone. GOD BLESS YOU, ma’m. i’ll mark this day as a  **dashing wednesday. great thing you we’re a part of my very memorable wednesday. a weird one. as weird as YOU are. roar..

guess what? i did it again! as in oops i did it again! but this time, di na napatid yung string nung sandals ko…natalisod ako! oopss, wrong term, nadapa ako! aray ko…sa labas mismo ng skul! micoi and i usually go out of the univ pag break time.. e nag crack nga ung takong ng school shoes ko dibah? ayun, nag sandals muna ako. dahil di pa ko nakakabili ng bago, inay ko…may kadena kasing makapal na nakaharang, feeling ko makakahakbang ako, pag angat ko ng paa ko, sumabit plakda hahaha..sabay tayo, sabay sabing " okay lang ako " hahaha..tawa akong tawa…anong bang meron?? kung di masisiraan ng footwear, madadapa…sabi ko nga kay micoi, sign na’to..haha..i’m not badly hurt naman by the fall, di rin naman ako maxado napahiya kahit plakda ako kanina, just a bruise and a scar. ayun, balance na yung tuhod ko..hahaha…naku, ewan talaga next miss universe first runner-up ba ako??? hahaha…

grrr…sunday afternoon…kaasar…umuulan pa naman! ayun…habang paakyat sa church, ang ganda! napigtas yung gold slippers na suot ko. mahusay. claire was with me then, and she thought of borrowing sandals na lang from the dormitorians..( which was not a very good idea to me ) but it left me no choice, so gow ako..i saw ate leni*** ayun, akala ko jackpot, she’s very much willing to lend me her sandals, i was wearing a not-so-sunday-dress with my maong jacket kasi nga umuulan diba? malamang malamig sa centralized naming church ( huu,,yabang! ), guess what’s the color nung pinahiram ni ate? ***********orange!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ( with green small polka dots ) wuhuuu…mejo napahinto ako nun, nandun pa naman si kimpoy, okay lang daw, duh…paglabas namin sabi din nya " oreeenngeee " with the bisaya accent.. ey, i’m really sorry ate leni, but at my age, helow brown skirt then maong jacket, and c’mon,, orange sandals..may takong pa huh.. eh may skit pa kami nun, at kami ni olive ang 1st scene! OMG.. claire was like, the one, whose natataranta na. ayun, nakitext kay calvin, nanghiram ng black sandals, ( may takong din ) ang arte ko talaga..hu, kaasar! i went up wearing the black one, duh, but i decided to sit in the corner and just watch my groupmates haing fun with the game..and to my disgust, i can’t help but cry. what a lame reason to cry, but, i really hate the feeling. dinagdagan pa ng mga banat ni ABEL MANUEL, na nakakaasar! aun, i bursed out crying. d**n..i climbed down the stairs, in bare feet, flying my way to the comfort room. i can’t bare seeing my peeps having fun while me, –DUH, MEEH!, is just right in the corner frowning..serious, quiet, huh?? not-so-me. ryt? fortunately ( is it the right term? ), nandun c ate ems ( my hero! )sa cr, nakita nya ko then nakita nga akong nakapaa, pinahiram ako ng slippers nya, haayy…infairness, nailusot na namin yung skit..feeling ko nga mejo nainis si ate mich skin ( sorry ate! ) kasi naman..

tapos ayun, dumating na si ate…tapos ang drama…inay ko, ngayon naman ( as in today ) yung heel ng isa kong sapatos, guess what? may crack! ganun ba ko kabalahura**watta word** mag lakad??

well whatever, ganun talaga, may footwear jinx ako!** beh, joke lang

i missed my kuyas! it suddenly popped into my mind my former tutors in TUNONG-DUNONG from ateneo way back when i was in elementary hay..i wonder where they are. we have two kuyas in a four-in-a-group class. me, mary joy (serrano), ricardo (juan), and robert (erice) are groupmates. we were grade six then. our subjects were english and math. kuya j. ricardo is our math tutor. he taught us well. cute din xa**. hihihi. then kuya charles hesed fernandez was our english tutor. astig ‘to, define achiever? hehe..that would be charles hesed fernandez ( makes no sense ei?) we go down stairs whenever the ateneans arrive, special kami,  hi-ho ( high horizon ).. then yung iba, sa rooms lang sa itaas.. i remember, there was this instance na, kuya jr was wearing a calvin and hobbes t-shirt,  e sa likod naka-print yung picture ni calvin and hobbes, we weren’t listening to his lesson kasi we we’re making fun of his shirt, ayun, paharap s’yang nagsulat! hahaha.. i really missed the 3-M guys from ateneo ( ADMU HS ‘00) i hope kahit isa lang sa inyo makabasa nito, please send me a message ( please? ) and kuya jr, yung garfield slumbook ko di mo sinoli hehehe..

missed ko na din si kuya pao ( jose paolo constantino ) my ultimate crush nung elementary hahaha i took some shots of picture of you nung graduation namin nung elementary, and i still keep it, ang gwapo mo talaga** haha

hehehe..it’s my second time to go visitation..my first one was on my birthday..and i really enjoyed it!

this time, i was with kua osep ( the great ), calvin, davey, allan ( ang gulo! ), daniel, mareng sang and jevie..(june10)

we first went to jevie’s place..but before we even got there, we passed by a group of naughty gays sa kanto, then the blonde-haired-gay went shouting, "oi crush ko ung naka red, ate pwedeng pahiram?" ..he was referring to davey..the ate she was talking to, was me. cuz i was walking right next to davey then. hahaha… you know what i answered? " ayoko nga, di ako nagpapahiram ng boyfriend "  hehehe…pasaway!patulan daw ba??? hehehehe.. then we went to joshua’s place, the new attendee of SAYA, he wasn’t there so we continued walking for the next YP to visit..ooopsss..before that we even got lost looking for joshua’s place…lemboy was with us din pala but went home earlier because he has some chores to finish pa daw.. then, next stop, ian’s place…but we he was not there, too! nagkasalisi kami! he went to church for the puppet’s practice..hmp! sayang!then lastly, to the hipolito’s house naman,  and guess what? they are not around also hahaha..we got lost din sa mga streets na napakadami..sabi kasi ni davey alam nya at ang LABI!! hahaha…  then evrybody decided to stop and eat sa fastfood chain na malapit kina kate..so we went kulitan and tawanan sa loob…we were bunches of crazy YPs! hay kung alam nyo lang kung gano kasaya kasama ang mga taga sta mesa  

sana sa saturday madami ulit