bethel

i just thought of something today. i don’t really know what i want. I’m already nineteen, turning twenty actually, but my plans aren’t clear yet. I’m praying to our good Lord that He’ll let me see what He wants me to do, to go, or even what to say. I’m so bothered. I wanted to fly somewhere, where nobody knows me, nobody cares. I wanted to find myself. I wanted to think and be in silence for a year or two. As i look at what life is giving me, showing me, it made me cry.. i’m so bothered. confused. i’ve been asking for prayers lately, i’m always crying. sleepless nights. i need an answer because the more i ask questions, the more i become confused. i don’t understand a lot of things and it makes me feel awful. nahihirapan na ako :’(

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