i know my stand…

grabe.. last monday (16th of this month) nakaencounter ako ng super rude na customer.. though breaktime ko na talaga nun, nakatayo lang ako sa may station ko, kausap kasi ako ni russ and asking what time i’ll be out, e syempre, magkatrabaho, magkaklase at magkakulitan kami, kaya ganun kami mag-usap…then this guy in black jacket appeared and asked questions, e kausap nya si ate jhen whose on-duty.. e malapit lang ako sa kanya, aba, sabay sabing "Kristyano ba kayong lahat dito? Bakit ganyan ka ,magsalita parang palengkera?" aw! tagos hanggang buto! I just smiled and turned my back and held my tears. si God ba sya para i-judge ako? i know my heart and i know my stand as a Christian. Nahusgahan ako dahil lang sa pagsasalita? i mean, that is so unfair. Siya ba very Christian yung ginawa nya?? Tapos sabi nya kay ate jhen "ikaw mas matured Christian ka.." man! What’s on his mind?? I felt like i was being stabbed at that time.  Can I just melt here?? I was so pissed but i’m trying to control my self. Akala ko Pastor siya cause he kept saying "God bless you!" and all that… i learned from kuya Gary that he is a seaman daw. Great. kung husgahan nya ko ganun na lang. Grabe, talagang gusto kong umiyak, pero sabi nila sir rico, ganun lang daw talaga, dun daw mate-test ang character ko. Di na ko sumagot, kasi nga, "customer is always RIGHT" diba? yeah right. Bad mood na ko for the rest of the day at ang sakit talaga.  Dahil lang dun?? kinuwestyon ang pagka-Kristiyano ko.  Well i know God has something to teach me that day, and i learned from that experience. Sobra. Pero kung nakalimot lang ako, kinalimutan ko ang mga pinag-aralan ko at natutunan sa church, baka binato ko yun ng kung anumang matigas na bagay na nahawakan ko nung araw na yon.. e andami dun! bukol talaga abot nya! ambibigat ng Bibles dun no..tsaka mga books! yung mga guards nga to the rescue, haha, sila kuya Gary tulala lang, e kasi naman no, napaka-tactless! hu grabe talaga.. salamat po Panginoon dahil naalala ko ang Gal. 5:22, fruit of the spirit! man, talagang kung nagkataon, magkakasala talaga ako! haha..good thing nakapagpigil ako :)

One Response to “i know my stand…”

  1. bethel Says:

    i’m still in pain :’( huhuhuhuhu..

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