Archive for March, 2006

goodbye PBS… :c

Thursday, March 30th, 2006

who wants the word "goodbye" ? nobody, right? but sometimes we need to say that word for those Financepeople we love…kakainis..i’m leaving my on-the-job training station and la ako magagawa…i’m goin’ to missed this perky guys here in Bible House especially sa Finace Department..ang mga walang kamatayan naming tawanan nina ate shocking & ate arlyn ( whom both became close to my heart.. ), yung mga tuksuhan namin ni kuya juan ( ribet, ribet! ), and ang reyna ng cr c ate girlie..yung makulit na mataray si ate angie! si kuya rod na akala ko masungit ang lakas rin pala ng tama..si kuya deck na isa ring makulit,,,si ate poy na laging wala sa picture taking ( hehehe )… ngayon pa lng namimiss ko na kau…but i promise to keep in touch with you guys and dadalaw din ako PBS….i hate goodbyes….especially pag permanent na yung pagpapaalam…nakakainis…

i’m going to miss you po.. :cFinsnce3Finance2

The Art of Letting GO..

Thursday, March 23rd, 2006

"The Art Of Letting Go"

OOOOOOHhhhhhhhhh

Put away the pictures.
Put away the memories.
I put over and over
Through my tears
I’ve held them till I’m blind
They kept my hope alive
As if somehow that I’d keep you here
Once you believed in a love forever more?
How do you leave it in a drawer?

Now here it comes, the hardest part of all
Unchain my heart that’s holding on
How do I start to live my life alone?
Guess I’m just learning,
Learning the art of letting go.

Try to say it’s over
Say the word goodbye.
But each time it catches in my throat
Your still here in me
And I can’t set you free
So I hold on to what I wanted most
Maybe someday we’ll be friend’s forever more
Wish I could open up that door

Now here it comes, the hardest part of all
Unchain my heart that’s holding on
How do I start to live my life alone?
Guess I’m just learning,
Learning the art of letting go

Watching us fade
What can I do?
But try to make it through
the pain of one more day
Without you

Where do I start, to live my life alone?
I guess I’m learning, only learning,
Learning the art of letting go.

ooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
hhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

you’ve hurted me—FRIEND (?)….

Friday, March 3rd, 2006

A friend loveth at all times… pero parang this time…nakakapagod ng mahalin ka pa….galit ako sa’yo to the extreme level ng galit…i thought nadala ka na….sira ka na nga, winasak mo pa ng todo sarili mo….sinira mo pa pangalan ko….anong klase kang KAIBIGAN??? well, it just shows na never kang naging kaibigan, i was the best pal you’ve always run to pag kailangan mo ko….alam mo kung ano-ano yung mag bagay na ayaw namin and naiintindihan….bakit umulit ka pa? wala kang iniintindi kundi yang sarili mo at ang katangahan mo…you never cared how it’ll affect us–kami at ang pamilya mo…you are one-big-self-centered-brat….naglalabasan na ngayon yung mga atraso mo….kami ang nahihiya para sau…..when a close friend once told me na pa****** ka daw, i was deeply hurt…pero truth hurts… i once quoted pa nga na " tell me who you’re friends are, and i’ll tell you who you  are " does that means pa****** din kami?? naman……maawa ka naman sa ‘min kungdi ka naawa sa sarili mo….nakakapuno ka na…dumilat ka nga…harapin mo yang problemang pinasok mo…at ayusin mo na lahat–LAHAT– ng atraso mo….ayusin mo na buhay mo……parang awa mo na…..